Thursday, October 24

Our children ain't our puppets

Disclaimer: This post has no intention of offending any particular breathing individual. I speak my mind, I write what needs to be known (and ponder about).

Just the other day, I overheard a parent saying something (I find disturbing) to her child.

"You better don't waste the money I spent on you for your education."

Like seriously? Did your child put a knife at your throat and force you to spend money on her? Which child wants to be forced into doing something they don't like?

C'mon be honest now, which child will tell you that they thoroughly enjoy going for tuition, enrichment or whatsoever classes the godamn society has for them now? Maybe in the preschooling age because they are not fully aware of the societal demands YET. I understood where the mother was coming from. However, there was definitely a better way of putting that message across to her child.  Words are murderous. Once words are spoken, they can never be taken back. Imagine if the child brings that sentence with her for the rest of her life, and rebels to punish her mother. Again, the fingers will be pointed to the child, and not the mother.

As mothers, we have to be very careful with what we say, do and how we behave infront of them. They look upon us as the very first role models (ok, I won't leave out the daddies here now..) Being in this world ain't their choice to even begin with. I am guilty of not being on my best behaviour when BunBun is around me. I do reprimand and smack her as well. But at the end of the drama, I will explain why I behaved in that manner. Yes, I could have "hurt" her feelings during the commotion and she won't understand why I would have such a reaction. But the point here is the explanation. She may be only 4 years old, but she is able to understand why I would be angry and hence the punishment. I will constantly remind her to not do certain things and I will repeat myself like a broken recorder until it eats into her that certain behaviour isn't acceptable.

My child may be a preschooler but I have dealt with primary school children for many years. They have a common "problem". They never really understood the meaning behind all these academic competitions and why their parents would spend so much time and money on them, just to ace academically. I don't blame them, because when their parents explain, they will say the wrong things. I have heard it myself, and I get disgusted. Let me share a few common "reasons" of their actions.

1. Because I love them.

Now, if you really love them, listen. Listen to their cries in their hearts. Listen to what they really want and guide them if they are swayed in the wrong direction. Love is not enforcing your goals on them. Love is listening to them and assure them that you will be there at every step of the way. 

2. They need the qualifications to feed themselves when we parents die next time.

Ok, let's get it clear here. You want them to feed on paper and live happily ever after? We all know about life cycle. Why not enjoy their growing up process and make learning an enjoyable one? Even if you want them to do well academically, work the brains a little harder and be in the process with them and let them know that you're there for them at every step of their way. The point here is not throw money on their behalf and reminding them not to waste your money. They will feel that you're not willing to do it.

3. How to face the society when they are not at par with it?

Why do you worry about that? They have to understand (as they grow older) that they are responsible for their actions. If they do well, good for them. If they don't, ask them how they want to make things better in that situation, and walk thru with them. 

4. They will not get what they want in the future if they don't do well now.

Whoever gets everything they want?! Did you? I didn't for sure. My mom always tell me "work hard for what you want" and if they want something, constantly encourage them. Motivate them. Not throw them into the dungeon and make them crawl their way out. Our kids are in a different era now. They cannot understand life of the past. They can only learn the lessons taught in the past (like in History class). 

5. This was how my parents brought me up therefore I'm using the same methods because it works.

Ok, my question is, did you enjoy how your parents enforced certain things you didnt like growing up? If you did, then good for you. If you didn't, what makes you think your kid is enjoying it? My theory has always been putting myself in another person's shoes. Be selfless and see the situation in a different perspective altogether.

I'm not judging anyone's parenting style but seriously, give your child that little break he/she deserves. Don't start making them do tuition/school homework in public places. Don't scream and yell at your kid if he or she doesn't understand their homework. Don't force them to understand your objectives as a parent because it's not their job to understand. It is OUR job to make ourselves understand our role and not overdo it. Love plays an important role in the entire parenting. Yes, I agree I give tough love to BunBun but I make sure she understands and is aware of the reasons behind it. She may not fully get the point, but she will get it eventually. She has shown me she understood certain things, but still, she's only 4 and the innocence of a child is still apparent. 

There's nothing wrong for wanting the best for our child. But when will we ever call it a day? Now we're worried about their studies, next will be their jobs, then their marriage, then their kids, then what? The cycle never ends. But if we start the objective by telling them that we will walk it through with them, through all successess and failures, the process will be meaningful and they will grow up with a different mindset towards life. If we judge them, how will others look at them too? We all want our kids to be successful individuals because it is for their own good and future. But we have to bear in mind that the process is equally important. 

Every household has a story. Behind every closed doors has tales of joy and tears. As parents, we are responsible for our child's emotional well-being, not just academic needs. They did not ask to be in this world. God has a purpose of bringing each and every child into this world and selecting their parents. So it is our duty to give them all the love the deserve. Do what your child wants you to be; a role model. 

A Primary 6 student once told me this.. 

"All I want from my parents is for them to understand me and enjoy what I like to do as well.   
I'm their child, not their puppet."

These words from my ex-student never left my heart. Till today, I remember what she said. I feel sorry for her because all she wanted was something so pure and simple, like a child. I'm not sure if she ever gotten what she wanted back then. 

Every child deserves their childhood because all they want is to have good memories. Make their memories worth remembering. We are in control.'s Talkative Thursdays

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xo, Ashley.

Friday, October 11

Affirmation #9 | A choice to voice out

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Herro ladies on Mothers' Avenue...

Voicing out your opinions is definitely a choice of every individual. I know many many MANY people who would rather keep mum about their feelings than ruffling another person's feathers. I'm still struggling with voicing out my opinions and feelings, a personal struggle I go thru every single day, be it at work, home or with friends. It's ok to struggle with it, but you must try to walk out of it. 

Especially mothers with kids, we struggle with our kids in their growing years. It's something we can never avoid. People around us may not understand how we parent our kids, and we may drown into other people's comments and unnecessary opinions on how to look after OUR children. Been there? 

What I want to say is, there is always a first step to everything. Our babies take their first step to walk that one jiggle wobbly step and we clap with so much pride as if they ran a marathon so why can't we take that one step too? It may be uncertainty within, but we have to let others know that we take charge of our lives and not live in others' shadows. 

Sharing with someone you can depend on is the best way to start. It can be your spouse, mother or even your best friend. (I would recommend not talking to your beloved puppy because poor guy would be pissed off that you're feeding information that it does not require from you.) You may not need their advices, just a listening ear. If it is about work, speak to your superior on how you feel towards a certain task. Truth always hurts because it is reality. It's better to speak the truth rather than conforming with everyone else and be given a chance to start a lie. When the truth is spoken, there will be a group of people that will not support your voice. That is okay! You are answerable to your life, you are in control. Live life with clear conscience and you will be a happier person inside out. Our children look upon us as role models from Day One so we have to keep it together for the sake of our sanity.  

Have a fantastic weekend ladies! Sending you all the love and virtual hugs!




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